I'm really glad that noone reads this cuz I have to get something off my chest.
I'm not a disposable boyfriend. I'm not ignorable. I'm not going away. Leah's ex's family act like they can ignore me and I'll go away. Ain't gonna' happen. I hope they hear God on that. They've ignored that. I'm in Jacob's life just as much as John is, and am going to be more so once he starts school.
Treating people like they're 2nd hand garbage has just as many repercussions as doing something physical and tangible to them. They're responsible for their actions and their supposed inactions.
That's all for now.
Once again proving that I'm noone....
ReplyDeleteHang in there Bro.
I guess I should clarify so there's no misunderstandings since I wrote when I felt I was being mistreated and the whole world knows.
ReplyDeleteFor starters- the above M@ is not me. I'm assuming it's one of my frenz w/the same name as mine, Matt.. not sure what the 1st line means, but, I'm glad for the 2nd.
I don't want to continue strife or make things anymore uncomfortable than they are. That being said- I am not responsible for any "uncomfortable" feelings between me and the aforementioned family. I've only ever shown concern for their grandson and my love for Leah as far as when we've communicated. My appearance is something that some people have a problem with, and the trappings that come from that discomfort- I apologize for. That being said, I can "tone it down" when I'm around them.
I have to hand it to Vera for making the effort of a conversation last time I saw them. I hope she feels better soon, and The Lord heals her completely. I appreciate her efforts. I'm sure it was a concerted try.
The thing is: things shouldn't be strained. This shouldn't be this difficult to get along... for Jacob's sake. We can put aside personal differences (as Christians) so there's no strife around Jacob.
Proverbs says,"blows (or wounds) from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses." I guess we're all gonna have to get used to that- cuz' to 'err is human, but to forgive is divine...".
We're all gonna' just have to try to get along.
Stand strong and consistent, that will show where your heart is. Time will tell, cliche' but true. The slow and steady win the race, even more cliche'.. again true.
ReplyDeletethanx Laura- U 2 r the coolest newest frenz I've gotten through Leah's friend list :)
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